[ He makes a soft sound about that, giving him another soft kiss. ]
I'll give you more of that soon. But also... [ He gives a wry smile, pulling Sholmes down closer. As aggressive as he was, he actually wants to be indulged a bit. Give him a few moments. ]
You know... I know we're coming to the end of this, but... We've really gne through a lot. And we keep ... getting distracted from that.
Maybe... but we're going to have to deal with it sometime, Sholmes.
[ He gives him a wry smile. ]
I'm glad it's you that I am going through this with, but. I know it's going to be hard. Facing everything.
[ He moves his hands to rest on Sholmes' cheeks, staring at him. There's deep fondness, but also that vulnerability that he only shows to Sholmes. Maybe he's shown some pain and sadness, but nothing so open to anyone but this man here. It's been seven years since he'd been so open to anyone. ]
But we both owe it to each other and to ourselves. We're wanting to be fully honest, right?
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I'll give you more of that soon. But also... [ He gives a wry smile, pulling Sholmes down closer. As aggressive as he was, he actually wants to be indulged a bit. Give him a few moments. ]
You know... I know we're coming to the end of this, but... We've really gne through a lot. And we keep ... getting distracted from that.
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[But...that's right. Seven weeks of nonstop pain, trauma, sorrow.]
We do, yes. Sometimes...its easier to put that aside.
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[ He gives him a wry smile. ]
I'm glad it's you that I am going through this with, but. I know it's going to be hard. Facing everything.
[ He moves his hands to rest on Sholmes' cheeks, staring at him. There's deep fondness, but also that vulnerability that he only shows to Sholmes. Maybe he's shown some pain and sadness, but nothing so open to anyone but this man here. It's been seven years since he'd been so open to anyone. ]
But we both owe it to each other and to ourselves. We're wanting to be fully honest, right?