[ Now he feels like a hell and just feels sad again. But yeah, he messed up there and he shoves his face against Sholmes' chest. All he does is mumble against him. ]
Sorry. I haven't been very fair to you these last few days. At the trial, at the execution. You deserve better than that.
[ He lightly nuzzles his chest and then lifts his head to look at him straight on, close in proximity. ]
I won't shut you out. I can't promise I won't do that to the others... but we've come too far for that to happen. I've trusted you from the start and I won't stop now. I can only hope you trust me just as deeply.
[ Honesty week is great for these things because while they are honest with each other... this just solidifies their honesty. ]
I do trust you just as deeply. Which is...a lot for one such as myself to say. To even give one mote of trust to others already is quite an ordeal. I am the one who acts behind the scenes, after all, for the most part, even as I dance on stage for the crowd.
[He nods.]
I have trusted you, and I will continue to trust you. I never want to lead you astray with my words. Not now, not ever.
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Sorry. I haven't been very fair to you these last few days. At the trial, at the execution. You deserve better than that.
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[He embraces the man, lowering his head to kiss him on top of his head.]
All I want is for you to talk to me, that's all. Its been so hard on you. If you shut yourself up, how can I help you?
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I won't shut you out. I can't promise I won't do that to the others... but we've come too far for that to happen. I've trusted you from the start and I won't stop now. I can only hope you trust me just as deeply.
[ Honesty week is great for these things because while they are honest with each other... this just solidifies their honesty. ]
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[Another kiss, this time to his forehead.]
I do trust you just as deeply. Which is...a lot for one such as myself to say. To even give one mote of trust to others already is quite an ordeal. I am the one who acts behind the scenes, after all, for the most part, even as I dance on stage for the crowd.
[He nods.]
I have trusted you, and I will continue to trust you. I never want to lead you astray with my words. Not now, not ever.
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[ He tilts his head up to give Sholmes a very light kiss, then sighs against his lips. ]
I never want my words to hurt you or... well, lead you astray.
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[He smiles into the kiss he gives in return.]
What a delight it is, to be in love with someone like you.
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Sholmes... thank you...