[But he blinks, reaching up to stroke his thumb over the other's ear. Reassurance spreads over the bond.]
Come now. Of course, I do want to be careful about it in public, given your role...the last thing I would hate for you to experience is for me to be used to gain leverage to you. But regardless...I find myself comfortable with you.
[Sholmes sighs.]
And you understand why...and how that is something special for me.
[Sixteen years longing for another man...it's a lot.]
[ SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE A LITTLE SOUL TOUCHING. ]
We'll be careful. Even if it wasn't for the role, I wouldn't want this to be used against either of us.
[ He snuggles in a bit with the reassurance, placing a light kiss on Sholmes. ]
I do. Which is why I feel so lucky to be let in like this. And I think you realize how important you are to me. I keep losing my footing, but you're able to help me back up.
[ Of course, it's pretty huge for Kotetsu, too. Still having that lingering sentiment toward his wife. Proof in the form of a ring. ]
Yes, I do. And...I want to live up to your expectations.
[He knows it's a moot point, since he's done that simply just by being there, but...it feels like he can do more. Be more.]
[He kisses him softly, a hint of nervousness over the bond. In reality, it's easy to fall into something like this, but it's another to keep it up, to be there always, to make sure that someone he cares for so fiercely doesn't fall through his arms.]
I will use all my efforts to ensure that you're on solid ground.
[ He feels that nervousness and feeds back some soft reassurance. They're lucky they have this bond. Especially to start. Pushing through all the initial anxieties and being able to express just how much Sholmes means to him. ]
I'm a pretty simple guy. I just want you here with me.
[ Good thing that isn't the concussion. But he kisses that smile, soaking up that feeling. It really was nice having a solace in this madness. He would have carried that weight alone, has carried his weight alone... but sometimes, it's nice to have a place to turn to. ]
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[kotetsu: GOTTA GO GAY FAST]
[But he blinks, reaching up to stroke his thumb over the other's ear. Reassurance spreads over the bond.]
Come now. Of course, I do want to be careful about it in public, given your role...the last thing I would hate for you to experience is for me to be used to gain leverage to you. But regardless...I find myself comfortable with you.
[Sholmes sighs.]
And you understand why...and how that is something special for me.
[Sixteen years longing for another man...it's a lot.]
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We'll be careful. Even if it wasn't for the role, I wouldn't want this to be used against either of us.
[ He snuggles in a bit with the reassurance, placing a light kiss on Sholmes. ]
I do. Which is why I feel so lucky to be let in like this. And I think you realize how important you are to me. I keep losing my footing, but you're able to help me back up.
[ Of course, it's pretty huge for Kotetsu, too. Still having that lingering sentiment toward his wife. Proof in the form of a ring. ]
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[He knows it's a moot point, since he's done that simply just by being there, but...it feels like he can do more. Be more.]
[He kisses him softly, a hint of nervousness over the bond. In reality, it's easy to fall into something like this, but it's another to keep it up, to be there always, to make sure that someone he cares for so fiercely doesn't fall through his arms.]
I will use all my efforts to ensure that you're on solid ground.
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I'm a pretty simple guy. I just want you here with me.
[ He plants a very soft kiss on Sholmes. ]
I hope I can repay that.
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[He pulls him in closer, just to have him here. Just to hold him. To know he's here, and this is real.]
[There's warmth, but...there's also gratitude, here.]
You already are.
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Then I'd say we're evenly matched.
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[He smiles - his head might be pounding, but just for the moment, everything feels light. Weightless. Like it should be.]
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I count myself as lucky.