sholmes catchall

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No, no. Please. Don't apologize.

[His grip releases from the man's wrist to embrace him, some of the nervous tension in his own body subsiding, too.]

I didn't realize it. I may have Iris, but...I've never really thought about myself in that way. As someone worth protecting. Some days it feels like a great detective is immortal.

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I suppose I learned the other day that I'm anything but.

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Seeing you like that...

[ He swallows hard. They both have trauma from that, I guess. His hand comes up to rest on the back of Sholmes' head, holding him close. ]

You're a great detective and I have faith in you. You've made it this far? I... don't trust this place. We're working with things we don't know, Sholmes. What you're familiar with... Everything's so alien here.

[ He isn't a chemist. He doesn't know the brilliant things that go on in Sholmes' mind. He could never know. But with all these unknown forces at work... It's hard not to be afraid. ]

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Yes. I feel the same.

[Where there's so little that's truly certain. Where the people around you could become enemies. Could become killers. And not even because they wanted to.]

[He leans into the other man, just...enjoying the feeling of his body here, so physical, so real. A soul that he's put his world into.]

...Some days, you know, I wish you didn't have that knife. [He murmurs, quietly, blinking away tears.] Ignorance is bliss, after all.

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I have my moments, but I don't know if I'd want to put this burden on anyone else.

[ His other arm slips around Sholmes, holding him closer. ]

It's hard. I want to trust the others. Everyone. But with what keeps happening... Innocent people dying... I'm finding it harder. With you, though... I trust you. Maybe that's why I panicked so much when you did that.

[ He turns his head to press his face against Sholmes' neck. ]

If you want me to, I can ask if they can find someone else.

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I trust you, too. More intimately than anyone here.

[Even more than Van Zieks and Susato. Even more than them.]

[He's touched Kotetsu's soul, and his in turn.]

[There's nothing closer than that.]

No. As much as one wishes...I can't say we should. Burden it may be, but it is ours to bear. You may wield it, but I am here to help you hold it up. That's what I've accepted from the moment you've told me about it.

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[ He nods to that, accepting the answer. They are in this deep, after all. ]

Then we carry this weight together.

[ He nuzzles his neck just a bit more. And then, a little more quiet. Showing more vulnerability. It's his time to have his eyes feel damp. With the anger leaving him, he feels ... tired. And in pain. ]

...Sholmes. I'm so tired. And I know tomorrow is going to be so much worse.

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I know it will be.

[Because he has a sinking feeling of who, exactly, may be chosen to do the deed. He strokes over the other's back, reassuringly.]

We just have to remind ourselves that...the dead can be saved, potentially. No matter what happens, they're somewhere we could possibly reach. We have to live on that hope.

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[ He soaks up that feeling of reassurance. ]

You're right... [ He plants a soft kiss on his neck. ]

I don't know if I could have made it through this without your support.

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Hah. I could say the same to you.

[His fingers reach up to tickle the back of the other's neck.]

That's what partners are for each other, after all.

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[ There's a small shiver that runs down his spine from that touch. ]

Yeah... [ His arms tighten on him. ] Is it selfish of me to ask you to stay with me tonight? I don't know... where. And I know we'll be together tomorrow, but...

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It wouldn't be selfish if I asked the same thing of you, would it? So it isn't.

[He presses a kiss against his cheek.]

Somewhere. Anywhere. I don't care.

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[ He lets out a soft sigh, comforted by that. ]

I don't care, either. I just want to be with you. I need it.

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Let's try to figure out a place, then. I don't suppose we could stay in your room.

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I probably shouldn't kick my roommate out again after Thursday. And I'm guessing your room isn't an option.

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[He shakes his head.]

No, I don't think Mr. Akira would appreciate it, all that much. So...will we have to repeat what we did a week ago, then?

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Probably. We can look for a place. I do want to stop by my room. Get my stuff.

[ To get all of his things. He's also going to neglect to mention what happened during the investigation. Now isn't the time for it. ]

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Oh, of course. Whatever you need.

[<------has no idea what happened on investigation. ignorance is bliss]

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[ He plants a soft kiss lightly on Sholmes' jaw. And yes, remain completely blissful until later. But he shifts, arm around Sholmes and starts to tug him toward the Housing area. They'll have to distance when they get closer, but for now... He walks with him. ]

...You know. Yuri thinks something bad happened between us.

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[He's more than happy to walk along with him - Irene as a crow alights on the ground, shifts into a hare to hop alongside them.]

Hm? Mr. Lowell? [And a bright laugh.] I suppose what we did at the debate show was a little too effective, perhaps.

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[ Finley looks over at Irene, shifting into her tiger form now again. ]

He also commented on us today. I guess we're hiding it well enough. I told him we were friends and then we had a fallout. I wasn't sure what else to say.

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Ah, well, that's a suitable answer as any. Let him believe in that.

[And he leans in to kiss his cheek, once again.]

For now, we know what we are.

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It's hard, but it's worth it to help keep you safe.

[ But speaking of, they are getting closer to the houses. ]

We should probably split here, if we're going to keep this up. Meet back up here?

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Oh, yes.

[Now, a brief kiss to his lips, before pulling away.]

I'll meet you back here. See you soon.

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[ He shares that quick kiss, reluctant to split. ]

Yeah.

[ And heading toward House 1, getting both his bags, also getting some food, and coming back to the meeting spot. ]

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[He'll probably also go off to ensure he has all his things, before coming back.]

[When he sees the other, he draws close, smiling.]

Very well. Another search for us, then. Shall we begin?