... the hellish thing about it was there was very little we could have actually have done to change anything about what happened.
I don't know what all those two went through when we got separated, but even fighting back didn't accomplish much. Even letting those kids out of the cages didn't change much--they just ended up killed or put back into them by the end.
But y'know... we did manage to at least... save someone. Change something, at the end of it. So that's why... it's not fine, but... I'm fine. I'll be fine.
There was one child I managed to get out of the cages who didn't end up back in them--at least, not on the "adventure". He was looking for his twin brother who'd been experimented on. A successful experiment, even. No daemon and somehow barely surviving.
After Miss Rika--after what happened then, that child found us and we were able to free his brother. Then a few other children ended up with us and we managed to escape.
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I don't know what all those two went through when we got separated, but even fighting back didn't accomplish much. Even letting those kids out of the cages didn't change much--they just ended up killed or put back into them by the end.
But y'know... we did manage to at least... save someone. Change something, at the end of it. So that's why... it's not fine, but... I'm fine. I'll be fine.
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[ he hadn't heard that part... he's curious. ]
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After Miss Rika--after what happened then, that child found us and we were able to free his brother. Then a few other children ended up with us and we managed to escape.
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[y'know. while blaming self for what happened to Rika.]
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Do what you need to keep carrying yourself through it.
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[from that one memory of his]
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