[ With van Zieks like this before him, he cannot help but feel his heart aching for him. He knows bits and pieces of this man, but he doesn't know the whole picture. Who ever could? Only the man himself.
But seeing him like this... there's almost something protective that stirs inside of him. He brushes his thumb over van Zieks' cheek some more, not minding the wetness there.
He steps a little closer, bringing his head to the opposite side of Sholmes. His voice is softer, warm. Accepting. ]
[As opposed to Kotetsu, Sholmes knows the man far too well. He's been a player in the backdrop of the whole sordid tragedy of the Reaper of the Old Bailey. He knew things Van Zieks never knew.]
[And so, he understands. The tragedy that he saw in that courtroom that day, topped by that pained, tragic wail of a man whose life had been turned upside down.]
[He just embraces the man tighter, keeping him close to him.]
We'll keep you safe.
[I won't let you fall through the cracks this time.]
[Safe. When was the last time he really felt that? Not just from holing himself up in the family estate, away from other people, away from public opinion. Alone, in the dark. Not safety, really, but isolation.
But to be held, to be consoled. To have something, someone to count on. As many times as Klint had teased him when he was young for being a crybaby, he'd never told him to stop. Never scolded him for it. He'd simply held on. Told him things would be alright. Things were not alright at all. But... For a short while, maybe he can forget that fact. Maybe he can pretend.
It takes him a few minutes to get the bulk of it out of his system. But of course, when he regains control of himself enough, the first thing he does say is;]
My apologies. I don't... [A soft hiccup. Adelheid has left Finley and is carefully wiggling onto van Zie's lap, narrowly avoiding the other men's hands. Van Zieks drops his hold on their hands to press Adelheid to his chest.]
You have us. You have other people, here. Chin up, my dear fellow.
[And quite literally, chin up, as Kotetsu goes for it.]
[Sholmes himself just watches the other for a moment, before sighing and resting his head back against Van Ziek's head, like a particularly affectionate, but exhausted cat.]
Happiness can be found in others around you. And you have that.
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But seeing him like this... there's almost something protective that stirs inside of him. He brushes his thumb over van Zieks' cheek some more, not minding the wetness there.
He steps a little closer, bringing his head to the opposite side of Sholmes. His voice is softer, warm. Accepting. ]
You're safe here. Get out as much as you need.
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[And so, he understands. The tragedy that he saw in that courtroom that day, topped by that pained, tragic wail of a man whose life had been turned upside down.]
[He just embraces the man tighter, keeping him close to him.]
We'll keep you safe.
[I won't let you fall through the cracks this time.]
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But to be held, to be consoled. To have something, someone to count on. As many times as Klint had teased him when he was young for being a crybaby, he'd never told him to stop. Never scolded him for it. He'd simply held on. Told him things would be alright. Things were not alright at all. But... For a short while, maybe he can forget that fact. Maybe he can pretend.
It takes him a few minutes to get the bulk of it out of his system. But of course, when he regains control of himself enough, the first thing he does say is;]
My apologies. I don't... [A soft hiccup. Adelheid has left Finley and is carefully wiggling onto van Zie's lap, narrowly avoiding the other men's hands. Van Zieks drops his hold on their hands to press Adelheid to his chest.]
I have been alone for a long time.
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[ His voice remains as soft as before. He wipes away the tears on one side, then reaches to the other cheek. ]
And you're not alone anymore.
[ His hand shifts to place under van Zieks' chin, tilting his head up proper and pulling back to look at him. He offers a gentle smile. ]
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[And quite literally, chin up, as Kotetsu goes for it.]
[Sholmes himself just watches the other for a moment, before sighing and resting his head back against Van Ziek's head, like a particularly affectionate, but exhausted cat.]
Happiness can be found in others around you. And you have that.