[Well, it's going to be up to Kotetsu to come and find Alisaie tonight, because after what happened in the throne room she's not going to be fit to seek people out! He'll be able to find her in the manor or just outside of it easily enough, though, and he'll notice at once that her body language is a lot more subdued than normal.]
I thought the self-sacrificing thing was my deal. But I get it... I get that feeling painfully clear. I can't risk doing the same, though. As awful as it is.
Then you understand how many people are asking the same of me now.
I confess, I thought you'd voted for yourself too. It played no part in why I chose to do so tonight, but I thought you the type of person to do such a thing.
[Yeah, that makes sense. It's not like their votes are public knowledge.]
...It isn't that I thought this place would play fair. Nothing about this is fair. But I mislike the idea that we must needs play by their rules or be punished.
I thought that there had to be some way we might outwit them...
We have to play by some of the rules while we figure out how to end this. They're obviously going to try to stop us, but we need to figure it out while not throwing our lives away in the meantime.
[week 2 ; post-trial]
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How are you holding up after that?
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I'm breathing, aren't I? Which is more than I can say for some.
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It wasn't meant to be self-sacrificing! How were we meant to know such a thing would happen?
But I'm glad to hear you won't be following in my footsteps. I haven't the energy for a lecture tonight.
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[ But he shakes his head, he doesn't feel like arguing. He didn't come here for that. ]
You know, I had more than one person think I did the same thing as you last week.
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Then you understand how many people are asking the same of me now.
I confess, I thought you'd voted for yourself too. It played no part in why I chose to do so tonight, but I thought you the type of person to do such a thing.
Was it Bertolt who voted for you?
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I don't know who voted for me. He never said anything, if it was. It could be almost anyone.
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...It isn't that I thought this place would play fair. Nothing about this is fair. But I mislike the idea that we must needs play by their rules or be punished.
I thought that there had to be some way we might outwit them...
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I hate it, but it's what we've got.